Neywa

Dealing with frustration has shown the worst problem to face for me. Dealing with all kinds of frustration, disappointment about personal work, discouragement... But I've realized I can somehow deal with all of that because all in all, it involves me and only me and when I'm the only responsible of something I dislike, then I can change it and if I fail to change it I'll be the one and only I'll have to give account for what I've done. I'll be both the tried and judge. And this has nothing to do about denying responsabilities, it has to do with the fact that the only thing I strongly refuse to tolerate is INDIFFERENCE. The only thing I can't deal with is not being able to change something unfair or protest because others won't move a finger in order to make it possible. Weak moral principles, decrepit sense of justice, infirm personal values, corrupt decisions. I can't help but feel angry, impotent and hopeless. I can't help but hate the mistake of confusing waywardness with condemning the unfair and incorrect.

For those who might not know, today we celebrate general elections in Spain. These are said to be historic elections because in the last years we've come across a huge change. Spain has been known for BIPARTIDISM, meaning we had mainly 2 big parties which represented the majority, one was socialist, the other was conservative. But since the 15- M a social movement which was strongly felt in our country, there was a change. A change which has grown so big we have the chance to vote a new party now. These are the first general elections I'll be participating on, and I couldn't be more excited, excited to see I have something more to vote for rather than a backward conservative product of the Francoism, and a socialist party which would embarrass with it's centralist ideology its founder back in 1879. I'm excited my vote will really represent my ideology and not my interest in a conservative majority not winning the elections. I'm excited to see we have voice, excited to see we might finally stop yelling "they do not represent us! on the streets" excited to see it's possible, excited to see we have the chance to set a precedent for Europe, excited to see we're conscious of how this system is unfair and its cruelty is killing people. I'm excited to see politics have never been this close to citizens' hearts. I'm excited to see there's hope, excited to see change is already happening in Madrid and Barcelona...

I'm excited to contribute with my vote to something I truly believe on.

Sí se puede.

When being ambitious not only isn't wrong but is desirable.

But not the regular 'ambition' which has negative meanings related to money, power.... It's more of an intellectual and personal meaning. Being surrounded by big people, hard-working, intelligent, sensitive, motivated, you work harder. You try to get to their level, it's as simple as healthy competitiveness. Then when you are not lucky enough and aren't surrounded by that atmosphere, motivation has to really come from inside, from your own ambition, your own dreams. Then dream big. There's nothing I dislike more than people with weak minds, conformist, tired to have interest, not so tired to be resolute about the things they dislike but mundane enough to accept the topic 'things can't be changed'. People who have access to way more tools than they will ever try to use, people determined to follow an intellectual path as long as it's been already traced by somebody. People for whom it's easier not to doubt because finding the answer to a 'why' isn't really worth the time it takes.

Have ambition, dream about being never tired of learning, daydream about problems that are not solved, find other viewpoints, strongly force yourself to think hard enough to end the day with questions to ask or questions answered.  Accept the facilities of an established path; refuse it to be the main and only. Don't fear confusion, fear the easy given certainty.

I felt like doing this ahahaha ^^

1-What is your middle name?
Marina, I like it but don't like middle names ¬¬ my parents and teachers keep naming me both even though I hate it haha
2-What was favourite subject at school?
hum...gotta be Language (Spanish)?now.... definitelly History
4-Can you play any instrument?
Yup! I can play piano, violin and guitar.
5-What is your favourite song at the moment?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=AEeQ3a… Brooklyn Bounce & Giorno - Raving (G! Mix Edit)
6-What is your favourite "thing" in life?
Difficult one... I'd say the best thing is waking up so late and well rested knowing you have nothing to do in all day hehe, but my favourite thing has to be the feeling after exercising. Same as walking in the beach after a long run..............
7-What is the last thing you bought?
A bra and a pair of heels.
8-What's your best virtue?
This can vary... I'd say that attending to me and only me, the best virtue is that I enjoy every moment when I'm alone and can be very balanced. Now attending to the rest of the people, I'm always with a smile and ready to laugh, joke and talk about anything.
9-What's your worst defect?
As before, centered in me, I can't manage that I'm a perfectionist person. Wyh?It's hard, because I'm perfectionist with some things and then I ask too much and after not being able to reach that level I feel so depressed and demotivated. But at the same time I'm not perfectionist with other things and after doing something worse than I should or I could I feel bad for not having asked and pushed myself more.
And centered in people, I'm an extremelly forgetful person and tend to forget birthdays, things I have to return, things I have to pay, things I had to do for them... even though in the end I do it, sometimes they kinda get annoyed because they think I didn'thave the intention to do it hahaha.
10-Which are your favourite activities?
Drawing painting or photomanipulating count as one, then definitelly EXERCISING (running, cycling, weights...) and singing.
11-Have you ever been out of the country, if so how many times?
Yes, I live in Spain but I've been to France(Paris and Poitiers) UK(Bournemouth and London) Turkey(Istanbul) and the Canary Islands but doesn't really count as out of the Country....
15-Do you speak any other language?
Other than Spanish, English, French and some words in Swedish
16-When was the last time you cried?
Long time ago....nah, probably not long ago but sure it was that stupid that I don't even remember xD
17-Favourite youtube Vloguer?
Bubzbeauty!
18-How tall are you?
1,58 metres, 5.18 feet ^^
19-Can you cook?
I can if it's an urge hahaha, but other than pasta, rice and some easy recipes that don't involve hot oil in a pan I can ^^
20-What do you like the most in a person?
I like this question, I'd say in general I like reliable people, that's VERY important,people interested in life, in learning and changing,and people with personality.
And now because I'm a girl hehe, what I like in boys....I like gentlemen, polite and well dressed pleaaaase, hehe just kidding, but I like guys who are healthy(and by healthy I mean a healthy lifestyle) and guys who have sense of humour and possitivity towards life.

10 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU
I love sleeping when it's raining
I'm allergic to gluten
In winter wether indoors or outdoors my hands are almost always cold
I'm very VERY VEEEEERY messy
I love massages! Who doesn't....
I play League of Legends
I love the smell of the gym (in the parts whre it doesn't smell sweaty)
I am very loving
My mood changes a lot and I mean A LOT in that time of the month that I sometimes can't even bare myself xD

<sub>Yayyyyyyyy!! I have always wanted to create one -> photoshopcentral.deviantart.co…

So, this group has been created to be a source of inspiration. I want it to be a place where you can find anything you need to create a photomanipulation, a poster, any design. Right now it's focused on photomanipulation and not digital painting using photoshop and I still don't know what kind of art we'll be accepting as it grows.

I really hope it can be useful for digital artists, we plan on featuring stocks, great works to provide cool resources and to show some motivating works.

We also plan on doing weekly contests which will be prepared for different categories and if possible, different levels.

So PLEASE if you think there's a friend who would like this kind of group, or you've seen photomanipulations out there, just join the group or submit your art. We kindly appreciate any sort of help, that means that any advice or comment is very appreciated ^^

Have a good day everyone!!! ^^</sub>